Some days I wish...

Some days I wish I was a stay at home mom. There are days I feel like Andrew is set aside more then he should be because there is so much going on, and now we are getting a new baby and I worry how I will take care of my 2 children, and 7 daycare kids and help grandma, and keep my home in order and keep my head. I am sure once the baby is here I will have everything set up, but it is crazy to think of all these people depending on me everyday. Man I don't understand why kids want to grow up so fast... I wish I could be a kid again some days.

Our home is undergoing a major change, I am rearranging the front room and dinning room now. Next will be the master bedroom (have to make room for the bassinet, and changing table) Andrew's room needs a bit of work too, And I haven't even tried to get to the bathroom this weekend. I have tons of sewing and Knitting and crocheting, I want to do for the new baby, and myself, and Andrew too. Not to mention that I have all my Christmas stuff to get done before November. I know that this is tottaly normal and I am worrying over nothing really... There is still time. There is still time. There is still time. (Just keep repeting this to myself) I am not behind yet!