Life has been... well life I guess.

Sorry I haven't posted in such a long time, but there were alot of life issues going on in my world. Aside from being pregnant and sleepy and sick and run down. Something earth shattering happened to my family in June. My grandmother was feeling sick still and went to the ER and while she was there they said her kidneys were not functioning like they should be. (This is due to the congestive heart failure) And the only thing they could do for her at the hospital was to make her comfortable. There was nothing they could do to cure her or make her better. So our family had 2 options leave her at the hospital and go see her everyday, and let them do what would make her comfortable. Or we could bring her home on hospice and take care of her and spend more time with her, she could have whatever she wanted not diet restrictions, or fluid restrictions. She could be in her own home with family and friends. So that's what we chose. To have her with us for as long as we could. (I don't do well with sharing my feelings on things- I blame my dad for this because I know he does the same thine, but I am trying to get better about opening up to people about how I feel and what I think. It's hard, but I know it will make things better for me to stand up and be counted. ) Anyways, I just can't go in to more details about the fallowing weeks, but on June 21, 2011 My grandmother passed away in the arms of my aunt and grandpa. The service was the fallowing Saturday and nothing in our lives will ever be the same again.