Spotting,,,, And Praying for a miracle.

Oh God No. Not now. Please let this be nothing... I am having spotting and worried that we might be loosing this baby too. I really hope that I am wrong and am praying for a miracle. I was so happy when we found out about the baby and will be crushed if s/he is gone. Please hold on there baby... I so want to meet you in December. I already have you a wonderful gift, and a sweet big brother to take care of you. I now wish we had waited until 12 weeks to tell everyone, just because it will suck to have to explain to everyone that we lost the baby. I just want everything to work out and the baby to be healthy and happy in our arms in December. It took so long for us to get this baby and to think of loosing it just sucks. I don't want to wait another year if we do happen to get pregnant again. I just am sick. I am trying to not worry, but it is not easy... I just want to know. I want to know everything will be alright. Oh please, Oh Please, Oh Please, Oh Please....