365 days ago I lost my sweet little pea...

This day last year I lost a baby I never got the chance to meet. It was vary sad and made me want to start trying for a second child. Since I had Andrew it didn't end my world, because he still needed his mommy. I thur myself in to planning his first birthday and Kevin and i planned on starting in 2011. (January) Then in April Kevin said lets start in the fall of 2010. Long story short we started in July because I thought that I might be again, but no. In November we had to stop trying again due to several issues that would make having another baby hard at that time. So we pushed it back to fall 2011. This past week has been crazy because we had Treyce and Hailey. Theresa suggested we think about taking the kids and I kinda want too because I worry about their well being, but Kevin doesn't. It would just make everything just crazy!!!! And right now we don't even know if they will let us take them. Time will only tell.