Waiting for a baby is like chocolate....

Waiting for a baby is like chocolate....

This month this is true. I was a bit sad when aunt flow showed her face a few days ago, but I was also happy that I was not. I am doing good on dropping some unwanted pounds and if I were to be pregnant I would have to stop working hard at loosing weight until after the baby came. I am very happy with they way my weight loss is going at this moment, its slow, (BUT everyone says the slower you take it off the batter chance it will stay off). I have been sitting on an edge and wondering if I should wait or keep trying. I am just unsure on where to go from here...I want to have another child and hope that we will be blessed with one someday sooner rather then later.  I guess I will just wait and keep working out and eating right and of I do end up pregnant then great, and I can keep working after.

365 days ago I lost my sweet little pea...

This day last year I lost a baby I never got the chance to meet. It was vary sad and made me want to start trying for a second child. Since I had Andrew it didn't end my world, because he still needed his mommy. I thur myself in to planning his first birthday and Kevin and i planned on starting in 2011. (January) Then in April Kevin said lets start in the fall of 2010. Long story short we started in July because I thought that I might be again, but no. In November we had to stop trying again due to several issues that would make having another baby hard at that time. So we pushed it back to fall 2011. This past week has been crazy because we had Treyce and Hailey. Theresa suggested we think about taking the kids and I kinda want too because I worry about their well being, but Kevin doesn't. It would just make everything just crazy!!!! And right now we don't even know if they will let us take them. Time will only tell.