Babies and Graduation don't mix

Babies and Graduation don't mix, three hours is far to long to sit on mommy's lap and watch commencement. Andrew did very well and Jared's graduation tonight even though he was tired and didn't like sitting on my lap... I had snacks, juice and let him play with my wallet, cell phone, and new toothbrush that I had in my purse. I wouldn't have taken him if Kevin hadn't had to work, but there was nothing else to do. I didn't feel well and should have just stayed home, but it's only once and since there have been so many who haven't graduated in our family I wanted to show support for Jared doing a great job. Well the meds i took are starting to work, so off to bed.

June's mission is...

SO I have decided that the mission for June is to get the house in order. It's not dirty just disorganized. There is a lot of wasted space that we could be using better. I can break it up in to parts each week starting Saturday. So here is the plan...

Saturday 6/12 Master Bath
Sunday 6/13 Master Bedroom
Monday 6/14 Guest Bath
Tuesday 6/15 Hall Closet
Wednesday 6/16 Laundry Closet
Thursday 6/17 Band Night (no work)
Friday 6/18 Kitchen/ Shopping

If all goes well I'll get this all done.

Feeling bad about having another one...

So today and the past few days Andrew has been very clingy to me. I worry about having another baby since he still wants to be the baby, I know that it will be a long time before he will have to share his mommy at home and he loves having the girls around. I know I'm being silly and everything will be fine... I think the waiting is getting to me. I'd love to try now but I know Kevin needs till the fall AT LEAST!! the only thing I have been keeping under my hat is If we start in September and do get pregnant on the first try the baby will be here in backflow season and I know how hard that time is for us with Kevin working so many extra hours. I also feel like there is so much that needs to be done before we are ready and when I talk to Kevin about it I feel like he doesn't want to think about it until I come to him and Say " Here we go Again..." He really isn't helping with our check off list. Its like if you want to have a baby prove it and complete this crazy list we have only then can you prove to me that your ready. Again being crazy... here.

One month till my 24th Birthday

I have one month left of being 23. I am happy to see it go so we can move on, but sad that it means my baby will be 2 years old be for I know it. I plan to start potty training on July 8th. we'll see how that task goes. Hopefully he will be okay with giving up diapers like he was with the bottle and the binky. I know this one will take a lot more work. Next time around I think we may try cloth diapers, but I never know we talked about it with Andrew and ended up needing the easy of disposable. I need to do some more checking and we may do a mix of both, only time will tell.