So I have been on the wait list for taking charge of your fertility for months now. (there was a long line...I was 17 down when I started) and now I have my turn. I get to see if it's something I want to buy and if it will help any. I know nothing is likely to happen with all this stress in my life right now, and things keep piling up, But that's life. You can't pick and choose what is thrown at you. I am really trying to go with the flow and not get too stressed out. Sure my home is a mess, I am running like a chicken with my head cut off some days, but you do crazy things for love. I love my family, so the crazy running is worth while. Yes it makes me tired and something I wonder if I'm cracking line a big nut, BUT I wouldn't change it for the world.
Andrew is growing faster everyday. Soon it will be his 2nd birthday, he'll be potty trained, sleeping in a big boy bed. It is kinda sad how fast it has gone by.
I wonder sometimes if we will have another one. We have been trying for almost a year, since we lost peanut, and nothing... everywhere I have read says it can take up to a year to conceive a child, but I know it can take longer...It is just funny how fast Andrew was conceived, and we didn't even try. I am very happy and blessed with my Andrew, I just feel like he would love to have a companion. Let's face it I am not a good hot wheels' player. I don't think like a child, and I know he loves being around other kids. We'll see if this book can tell me something that I am missing.
